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.Wednesday, April 30, 2008 ' Wednesday, April 30, 2008 ♠

watashi

Happy 17th Birthday Gerald.

Old already uh.

Wish you be happy in everything you do.

-

Went to catch a movie, Ironman, with friends.

Overall rate still okay. haha. Go and watch la?

But our seats werent good. x(

Nice blue light on his chest

.Monday, April 28, 2008 ' Monday, April 28, 2008 ♠

watashi

I'm feeling so down

yet I have a smile on my face.

What should I do,

nothing can make the different.

I hope I can have the memories gone,

not that the memories are bad but hurting.

Am I feeling better after posting these nonsenses?

I doubt so.

The gaps between us grow wider and deeper.

As words get between us until

Neither of us know what to say

And nothing is left to do but turn around

And look the other way.

.Friday, April 25, 2008 ' Friday, April 25, 2008 ♠

watashi

Got back my shit English test paper.

the result is so terrible . lol.

and what jeffrey says the paper has the standard of the mid year paper.

now I just needa to put in more effort in my summary?

my summary is the worst . cannot make it.

vocabs is the same.

Oh ya. yesterday went for nafa test.

my standing board jump is bad. cant jump for nuts.

other stations still okay. sigh.

Today PE.

was playing badminton instead of running 2.4km. phew. lol

playing with bulldog followed by hairy monkey.

so many animals. x)

ya i know im childish.

After school,

did Chinese compo and Social studies test!
killing me , both subjects im so weak in.

hopefully both can pass.... like real.

GTA

'BSS?'

.Wednesday, April 23, 2008 ' Wednesday, April 23, 2008 ♠

watashi

This picture is a cute one, LEGO Final Fantasy VII.

I wonder how is it looks like in the DS nintendo.

Anyway,

Mid year is at the corner. haha.

god bless me please. Oh ya. today Mr lee gave back our chinese test paper and i finally passed!

33.5/60 though.

This may be a shock thing to happen . haha.

let have 5 more marks for improvement again?

Things will get better i guess.

Come to think about it, my chinese have never score at least a b4. ha.

Today's lessons were so nerving to me, especially during chemistry

4 periods of chemistry. worst. 2 periods are from SStudies due to Mr Ong's absent again.

Mr tay was just an irritating person. He was too free and actually entered to confiscate the gift for my friend. Is just a keychain anyway. knneh. Never mind , i was in wrong too for not controlling my temper. ha.

.Tuesday, April 22, 2008 ' Tuesday, April 22, 2008 ♠

watashi

Happy 17th Birthday To FD!
1st two period was free as Mr Ong was absent.
so he had nothing to do but to eat that cutie shit. haa.

.Monday, April 21, 2008 ' Monday, April 21, 2008 ♠

watashi

Crazy weather.
early in the morning was so hot and humid, doing test was like killing me .
i will not have the concentration .. haa. was doing chinese test. hope can get a pass will do. :
Crazy weather again.
when it comes to noon, the sky became so dark and rain so heavily. But, i enjoyed it during physics remedial. So cooling and chill .

Okay. i will end up with a photo of bulldog(gatti) and me. thanks.

.Sunday, April 20, 2008 ' Sunday, April 20, 2008 ♠

watashi

为你写诗

Today hanged out with gatti, da , gerald, yuqi and an le.
For the sake of seeing jiaxian holding the 'free hugs' sign. haha. kinda lame though.
everyone had given him a hug and photo with him and they moved to takashimaya for shopping. Had some bites and went to a big book shop? alot of interesting books. Nothing much happened .
Nevertheless we ended up at kallang for tasteful food.( as they mentioned). I ordered teriyaki chicken, taste awful. chicken taste more like a salmon. Lol. and homed. !. ha.. ( lazy to post)

.Friday, April 18, 2008 ' Friday, April 18, 2008 ♠

watashi

This is my nasty and adorable green and clean frog.
still the beginning of the route dont worry. gonna make the nice 'soon'
He likes to live in a clean pool in a clean and green garden with beautiful flowers.
He always peep for young girls during his free periods.
By not wasting his time, he came out an idea to help out the earth, that is to display 3 main points of keeping the earth clean and for the environment's purposes. These points are reuse , recycle and reduce.

Dreams and ambitions
Everyone has their own dreams or ambitions. Some of the school teachers would questions their students oftenly. Primary school students would just answer as being the policemen, doctors or the hero in the TV shows. Unlike the secondary school students. A great sportsman , singer and dancer are the good examples for them. As for my ambitions, I always wanted be a good musician when i first joined band as my CCA in school. I thought music is easy to be skilled but i was wrong. Since after i changed my instrument to oboe, the stress started to rise.

Playing alone whenever the music starts .

Whenever i see pianists with their grand pianos, i will be pleased by the expressive melodies.
I wished i could be like them. But i think behind the picture, they started learning when they were like my cousins' age. Besides, money always come before the music. Negative thinking began to affect me deeply. Now, i feel like i have no way to go for my dreams or ambitions. They sounded like strangers to me. Singing is also one kind of music. My abominable languages are the main inflicts. No aims for to go
now, what should i do. Studying before planning to go where? aww.

.Thursday, April 17, 2008 ' Thursday, April 17, 2008 ♠

watashi

The dictionary defines jealousy as the state of being jealous. Feeling jealous has a few derogatory meanings: Being jealous means wanting to keep what one has possessively, it also means feeling unhappy at someone esle's success. Another word oftern used for the last meaning is "envious". Of the two words" envious" means wishing one has something that another has, and "jealous" means something even more unpleasant - actually hating the person who has received good fortune. There are a couple of good uses of the word, but these are not so commonly used nowadays. We can say that a person guards his home or his honour jealously. But usually, the word "jealousy" brings mind negative and undesirable qualities.

The feeling of jealousy is one of the most dangerous that a person can feel towards another. A person who is jealous almost immediately loses his ability to reason. If a man feels jealous about another's achievements, chances are he spends a lot of time feeling angry at that person, for something that he has probably gained through his own hard work. Sometimes this anger can lead to violence. Violence usually takes place when all reasoning ends. We read of violent crimes committed by men in love, when the woman he loves loves someone else. Immediately the loser thinks he is a victim and acts as if he has been cheated. He cannot see that all that has happened is that the woman has chosen according to her own inclinations. If the man had truly loved her, then jealousy has no place in his mind. He should think of her happiness. Though the illustration mentions only make jealousy, female jealousy has been known to be just as vicious.

O level Challenging Essays @ GENERAL

.Monday, April 14, 2008 ' Monday, April 14, 2008 ♠

watashi

First day of school,
nothing special happen.
was creating the new artefact of my own for o level's theme, display!.
And this time i gonna make a frog! cartoon frog of course. for clean and green purpose.
will try to get a photo of it soon. :0
nowadays the weather is kinda irritating.
sunny morning but raining afternoon. this will really make people sick .
learned to draw a better stretching just now.
managed to stretch a nicer 3D drawing.
was dismissed at 530. so late. went home with frens.

i know, for a reason right?

.Sunday, April 13, 2008 ' Sunday, April 13, 2008 ♠

watashi

what the hell.
i am sick now, having the damn blocked nose.
cough here and there.
i realised im so weak. ha.
okay. so i decided to stay at home as usual during weekends.
just spend my time playing psp . so hot , yet the weather turned dark suddenly.
this week schooling is seriously slack man . if im not wrong, there were not remedials or stay backs after school for a week.
ever worst. wed and friday didnt study at all. for me la.
well. things always go the same like i thought.
i can blink my eyes and 1 week is already gone.
today is sunday, tomorrow schooling again.
design and technology's folio is hanging in the back. like a snail.
...
its time for dinner. so hungry.
.

i know . everything is just like i thought.

.Wednesday, April 09, 2008 ' Wednesday, April 09, 2008 ♠

watashi

I was so tired while typing this post ,
due to today's sport day. or should i say the Shuqun Youth Olympic . haha

so many events for every students.

i have participated in the 4 x 100 and the 8 x 200m run.

wait. and 8 x 100m for cca band.

everything went all right. get 3rd and 2nd for the class run, but 6th or 7th for band. x(

was quite happy with the results. some more is last year already. at least i managed to get something.

as my bro , black. kinda feel unfair actually, but well. things cannot be changed already.

he participated for 1 x 100m and won 1st. Due to fault , re-run was played again. and things changed.

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after every events finished. friends and i decided to eat 'botak' . a western food in clementi.

unfortunately, it is not halal. aww. we had to go all the way back to station and take the train to jurong area. went to eat zindo, waited for quite a long period for my food lol

never mind. understand the staffs' feelings.

after all the laming and dinner. home sweet home liao.

gonna get some cramps on my legs. haha x(

imeem is not working in my laptop. sucks. no music.

the feelings between us, can you feel it?

Yaoming

i know he is very tall

.Sunday, April 06, 2008 ' Sunday, April 06, 2008 ♠

watashi

all the seniors are step down le

byebye 'tom and jerry'

square actually sacrifice her throat to play with me. thanks :)

thanks juniors for giving the roses. :)

will pay a visit if free de

lets upload the photos that we taken ytd

'square' and 'babi' (oboist)

section 1 2008

section 1 2006

the sec 5s . after 5 years in the band.

.Friday, April 04, 2008 ' Friday, April 04, 2008 ♠

watashi

finally,
my throat is getting better.
tomorrow is the speech day.
needa to wake up so early again.
and , wear the untiform perform at the hall.
get ready for your sweaty butt.
lets talk about today.
early in the morning do my filling for the frog.
next period. prelim for pe 2.4km.
managed to pass. but still so lousy as usual.
sweat like a pig. as usual.
did some compo flashbacks during english lesson.
3 periods just passed so fast.
time for band already. boring.
junior square could not play due to her illness. poor thing.
.
at night. went out to eat dinner which my bro wished to treat us .
before that. went up to the new flat for my brother's sake.
.. .. ..

pretending is the best thing to do

but its really pain here

.Tuesday, April 01, 2008 ' Tuesday, April 01, 2008 ♠

watashi

cutie ape(hello)

today is April fool day.
maybe its a fun day for some people to joke around but not to me.
throat is as usual as before.
no much improvement.
got back our physics test paper, that i failed again.
didnt really pay attention during physics.
tuesday should be a free day for me after school but not today.
because of the prelim chinese oral.
somehow feel some difficulties while reading the passage. aiyo.
didnt really answer well for the conversation part. aiyo again.
--
people change for a reason ya?
but. what is it.

i know i'm not bleeding